Back again

It seems unreal and like a nightmare that the cancer in Kaedyn’s body came back. He looks and feels miserable. It seems like ages since I’ve seen my sweet boy feeling good and smiling. It wasn’t ages ago though; it was less than 2 months ago. I hate this monster and can’t wait for it to never affect another person. Cancer is taking so many young lives and often. I read on FB about a young dad fighting stage 4 cancer, and I read about other children fighting cancer, my mom is surviving but we live in constant fear, and now my son is fighting all over again.
Scientists have found cures for illnesses that kill many people. When will we see a stop to this disease?

Kaedyn was readmitted to Shands yesterday and I prepared him. He was not too sad, as I’ve explained to him that his body makes bad cells and we have to make his body produce good cells. This means we have to stay in the hospital, take medicine and see a’lot of Doctors. I tell him I’m so sorry and I wish I could take this away, but I can’t. He asked me today if the Doctors know how to fix him? What do you say to that? I want to assure him he will be healed, but I can’t. I can hope and trust in the Lord, but there is still a chance they can’t cure him. I just don’t know.
I get warm and fuzzy feelings he will be fine. But I’ve seen and spoken with other moms and they got those same feelings, but their child left this earth. Is the warm and fuzzy feelings telling me he will be ok because he will go to Heaven or because he will be cured this time. I just don’t know, but I continue to pray that God allows me to watch my first born, my life, my beautiful, precious and stubborn boy grow up and become an amazing young man.
Please pray for Kaedyn to not have any horrible side effects from this intense chemo and that his VRE clears up. Pray about the boo boo on his back as it is still healing and we need it completely healed!
Thank you.

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3 responses to this post.

  1. Posted by Debra Benson on February 10, 2013 at 7:22 am

    Good morning, Peace to each of you in Jesus name! I’m adding a link for you to listen to Steven Furtick as I know he will raise your faith. When you click on the link or place it in your browser, go to the Sermon section and click watch online. Hopefully you have a laptop with you. We need to pray a Sun Stand Still prayer for Kaedyn and your family. I am going to place him on their prayer request as well. Please feel free to give out the link and let’s have everyone praying Sun Stand Still prayers for Kaedyn.

    Also, you will see other clips you can watch for insight and faith building by standing on the Word of God.

    http://www.sunstandstill.org/resources

    I can only imagine the million questions running through your mind, but I am praying today that you and your family are encompassed in Jesus peace that passes all understanding..

    Love in Christ,

    Deb

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  2. I HAVE SENT THIS ON TO OUR PRAYER WARRIORS. GOD IS ABLE OF COURSE YOU KNOW THAT. I REALLY DO KNOW GOD STILL HEALS ‘CAUSE I WAS HEALED FROM BREAST CANCER IN BOTH BREASTS B4 SURGERY. IT HAS BEEN OVER 4 YEARS NOW. PTLORD!!!!
    KEEP THE FAITH AND KEEP ON SMILING. WE KNOW IT IS NOT IMPOSSIBLE FOR A HEALING. GOD LOVES YOUALL AND SO DO WE.

    PAT AKA NCSHELL

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  3. I am so sorry to hear that he is back in the hospital again. Let me know if there is anything I can do.

    Patricia Freilich

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